hmm am back to blog again . first im gonna talk about june 28 .
june 28 , i celebrated first mth for my baby . in which is an early celebration .
during de preparation of food process , alot of quarrel went on . due to my mother in law is unhappy dat she does all de work n we din help out . ( hello im still in confinement how to help ? cant touch water , cant move heavy things , n idk how to cook ? ) i really wonders wad i can help . so in de end i help clearing things from table , and cut some ingredient . den she complain dat my husband did not help when he knows how to , but poor darling , he got back from ns camp , alr very tired , still has to suffer his mum unreasonable . if me , i would rather say i cater from outside , if not for she keep suggesting she cook . ( reason she wan to cook cuz she wanted to let others try her cooking , at de same time , let ppl know , vegetarian isn't just vegetable fry egg , or vegetable fry vegetable . she cook quite alot though . 2 curry i remember . vegetarian curry mutton n curry vege . n fry bee hoon n mee , cook chicken rice , fried de crispy thing dat always appear with vegetarian noodle when u buy outside ( zhai er ) n a few other vegetables which i din touch n cant remember . den we went to goldkist chalet . ( damn stupid larhs , everyone wanted bbq pit at first , n i book le , spent $16 , in de end sudden change of chalet plan , ) so off we go chalet , moving all de food n stuff , den alot of guest arrive . i have to entertain my family as well as my frene , while his mum attend her frenes , n hubby attend his one n only frene . gwen so baddie dat day , keep crying . all guest left by de time 8pm . den wth , i have to entertain gwen to 2am den she willing to slp . but anyway around 10pm , ting ting came , she stayed over with us , n well , she bought lays sour cream n onion , dream chocolate , n as well as coke for us . 3 of us stayed in room , eating de leftover food , n de snacks tgt . until zround 2am , me n hubby bth ( cuz we din slp since de day b4 , but i did slp like 2hr ) den we koed . ting help look after baby , n until 4am den she slp (thx sweetie , really grateful for wad u did , n for ur chocolate !! ) den very funny 2am . guess how we make gwen slp ? ( place 2 piece of nappy cloth , place her in de middle , use 2 hands , one hand holding 2 sides of a square , lift n put down de cloth , as though de baby cradle ... ) so overall , after so long , we realise she cant slp cuz she no cradle -.-''' she slp within 5 min when hubby lift n put down , ( hubby training muscle =x )
so funny , me n ting n as well as hubby , laugh until tummy pain . -.-'''
29th morning his mum came early to carry baby home to shower for her . got scold again . cuz hubby din keep de plates n trays n all . -.-''' DORTS ! den after she left , me hubby n ting went for breakfast at mac ( aft retuning key for de chalet ) den me n hubby went home while thing go other ppl de chalet . end of story . got take some pic with liing in de day , but she haven send me . will blog up after she send .
2ndly wanted to speak about this thing dat hurts me so much dat day . jul 1st , i nearly wan to leave here n go home . but his mum keep stopping me from carrying de baby . HELLO ITS MY BABY ! IF I WAN TO GO HOME , DO U THINK U REALLY CAN STOP ME ? so fine in de end i stayed in face of her n considering hubby realise his mistake . wad makes us quarrel ? gd question . cuz he keep using his hand to disturb my face , though light , but as though slapping me . n I SAID MILLIONS OF TIMES B4 , I HATE THOSE ACTION . n he never believe i would be so serious about leaving , ( cuz de last time i did those packing actions , i really was joking but not this time . ) den fine , he did dat i alr piss off , got more pissed when i breastfeed in de room , he was lying down in de living room watching tv . damn damn damn pissed when i saw . so i shout at him once . den after he helped me for de first time , once again , he left de room , n laid back where he was doing de same thing . 2nd time i nid help , n same thing happen . ( drives me to anger . ) den nbm . 3rd time breastfeed , he lie in bed going slp . HELLO CANT U SEE IM CARRYING A BABY N I CANT DO MUCH WITH MOVING ?! PISSED . ( n while im typing this , i heard gwen cry , n i ask him to check on her, he says cant u check urself , im middle of something . N I AM SURE HE IS PLAYING WOW NOW ! hello cant u go more overboard ? if u duwan to look after baby in de first place , i shuld not even bother to have her , let alone saying marry n giving birth . fine , now dat she's born , as my responsibility to love n take care of her . IF U DUN PLAY UR PART , I ALSO DUN GIVE A DAMN . CUZ GAMES ARE ALWAYS MORE IMPORTANT TO U ! i shudn't have agree to play wow with u in de first place . now i dun even care of WOW anymore . have or dun , i also dun care . after the time expire , I NEVER EVER WILL EXTEND IT ANYMORE ! I MEANT WAD I SAY . U TESTED ME ALOT OF TIMES LE . I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF IT !
~~~ ~~~ ~~~ trying to cool myself .
okays fine , i duwan to talk about it anymore , n i duwan to care anymore .
thirdly , i will blog pic of 3rd event in new post . but will blog de main title here . GWEN GOES BOTAK LE ! she slept thru de whole shaving process . n wake up after its done . n she poop right after she wake up , which is everyone know is a bad sign . ( cuz she never can have her butt dirty . she will cry for all she can , n stop only when u cleaned her . n took a few pic of her . got one damn funny photo , i saw many times , n im still laughing over it . okays , here is her pic . ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
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