unable to differentiate between my happy n sadness now . cant really c things anymore . im falling . time nided to seal up de pain . things just getting worse . much worse den wad ive imagine . tears fall out uncontrollably . why do u appear in my dream at such a rundown time in my life ? i really cant understand wad i can do now . my heart failing me i guess . sadd .
rinx33 , alone starring into empty space , blurry eyesight , i cant see my way clearly anymore .
Reaching Out . Lead me out , dun leave me out .
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