seriously felt funny . received this sms of SOMEONE asking me wad im busy with recently , y never contact him . HELLO ! of cuz im bz with Gwendolyn's stuff ! and why de hell shuld i contact u ? not like u're impt to me . u're just NOBODY ! WAHAHAHA !
okays dats kinda stupid . am feeling awfully dread . was so tired . i have to breastfeed her during de day . and even at times in de nite . WTH with de stupid weather also , was so freakingly bth . had to suffer the hotness , going thru days without fan . thankfully to hubby , at least i have air con during my slp . -.-'''
and had to eat those hotty stuff dat sweat me like #(P&%)(@#&%@( !!!!!!
okays i rant to many ppl complaining how awful it felt . worse part of worse ! i cant stand when i did not shower with COLD WATER N SHAMPOO ! how can i feel clean with showering hot water n worse of all not being able to wash hair ????????!!!!!!!! how i wish im staying alone now . =X so i can have a nice wonderful shower ! hahaas !!!!!!!! bth le bth le bth le ! all my complains !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.-'''
okays now to me i will say the greatest happiness of de day , is not only slp , IS BEING ABLE TO SHOWER COLD WATER N SHAMPOO UR HAIR AS MANY TIMES AS U LIKE ! actually confinement is terrible for me . if u call me eat alot of bitter or weirdy stuff , am still able to tahan . but pls dun call me DUN SHOWER PROPERLY . ITS KILLING ME INSANELY !!! now i know y ppl have after preganancy depression . its really terrible dat it will make u feel so fuming n despo at times . i really had de signs of depression . I EMO , CUZ I DUN GET TO HAVE NICE SHOWER . AND IT HAS TO LAST UNTIL JULY 2ND ! OMFG #%)*@#%*$_*%$@_*%@#_*%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_____________________T
am seriouly UPSET OVER IT ! -.-'''
Gwendolyn is 9 days old , and still counting . x33 Daniel Tan AND Gwendolyn Tan .
Reaching Out . Lead me out , dun leave me out .
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